It was a great news, but tears dropping fell from my eyes instantly when I heard it.

I said "congratulation" with tears running down my face.  For a moment, I can't breathe at all...

 

I don't understand why I am still being sad, I have no longer want to be with him,

but why my tears doesn't listen my heart.

I decide to give him my guitar as a congratulation gift.  then I realized...

I was sad because I am not the one who could make his dream came true even though I cared.

 

 

 

When I saw you coming, put your arms around me, and hold me close to your heart.

I know... my heart has been protected by you for so long.

As time has past, our love grow stronger and last.

again, once more I extend my heart to you through this time of grief.

And it's the time I shall face to my heart and tell her the future I want.

I am gratified at least I have your support and protection,

and I want this love last forever.

 

 

 

No more sadness from past steps into my future,

Past is officially and emotionally end with such a great news for all of us!

          

I though everything is going to be smooth after physical moving.

Nothing is more tired than moving. 

 

But I was wrong... 

 

I have been staying online all day just try to change address for my bank cards, credit cards, memberships...

My hand is shaking already, but I still half way to go... school, library, online service...

 

Most important is DMV, I almost spent 1 hour on DMV web site to figure out

how to change my address for both of resident address and vehicle registration address.

Unfortunately, I failed.  So I decided to make an appointment for visiting DMV office.

and unfortunately...

Nov 2, 2007 is the earliest date I could make an appointment for DMV Santa Clara;

and Nov 11, 2007 is the earliest appointment date I could make for DMV San Jose.

 

Leave me no choice... I decide to be there tomorrow early morning 8am, their open time, to avoid the line.

Good Luck to me